The mental aspect Well as promised, i’ve writen a few thoughts I had about what happened over the weekend. I think that alex has realised that she perhaps likes to be in charge more than she would admit to. She has been walking round with a huge grin on her face ever since. She admits she found it very exciting, not only the control aspect of it which she explored but also the taboo of another woman.

When pushed and assured it was all ok to say whatever she was feelings, she says she would like to experiment more but will always be my little girl who wants to please me. I asked her if she was sure, and what she felt was different. She couldn’t really explain what it was but she felt that it made her feel like we had taken the intensity knob and ratcheted it up a few levels.

She seems different, not in a good or bad way, just more aware of her feelings and now wants to take the experimentation further. She explained that she felt a very deep connection with angela during the play, as witnessed by the tenderness. She definatly wants to try more of it, to experiment, with my permission.

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